i'll be meeting someone later and yep! im all nervous. took coke this morning in a hope that it'll ease me but NO HELP! USELESS! i am more jumpy than ever. it's been a while since i have this meeting stuff. alif is gonna accompany me tho...

damn! I NEED TO CALM FOR GOODNESS SAKE! didnt really sleep last night. logged off at 0530 hrs and set the alarm at 0645 hrs. i shoulda read the paperback instead but sumhow i kept telling myself that i need to get at least a nap.

havent booked the tics yet as im waitin for his reply. if the meeting is cancelled, me and alif will still carry on with matrix. nananannananaaaaa....butterfly in my stomach.....nananan........eeeugh!!!!