::..Wednesday, April 30, 2003..::


Kak Husna laughed when I told Alif how I want my wedding to be like. Maybe the whole idea of daydreaming about it is kinda like too early but hey, no harm being done rite? I want it to be as simple as it could be�the idea of making the ceremony as fast as 3 or 4 hours. Just get it done and over with and after that, all of us could sit back and relax watching the evening show and pretend that it�s just like another weekend or holidays. I know� it is far from reality. And besides, since I�m the first child, it�s gonna be quite a blast and grand. Hahaha! Some imagination I got there!

On the way to Mutiara with them when I came across 3 cute guys at the guard post obtaining entry passes. Looks like another celebs having a photo session for the weekend edition. Didn�t notice the first 2 until the 3rd guy turned around. Damn! It�s Zain from Ruff edge! Suddenly it came to me that Kak Husna did once told me about him used to hanging out in front of her house playing guitar and singing his heart out and stuff. The best part is that she knows him! Isk, why didn�t she stop and say hi? Aaaargh! It would be awesome if she invited them to join us together for lunch. Camelia was here yesterday and I guess she is as skinny as I am. ;) Ya know what� working in a newspaper company is kinda cool in a way. If you�re the �celebs stalker� typo, this will be an immense opportunity for you to take as many pictures as you wish without being mobbed by other fanatic fans or being shooed away by �ooh-how-macho-and-stylish-I-look-like� bodyguards. Expect no �can-I-have-your-autograph-please� from me. After all, they are just another boys or girls next door, only the fact that their faces appear on TV�s.

*sob*� All of them were at the gathering except me! Wantak called me up from KLCC and passed the phone to Syah and Affa. It�s depressing!! Okay, okay� I know everybody misses me. Honored to know that. Akuk ni best kot�.? Guess so! Hehehehe

Now what?! We won�t be getting the car by this week due to some internal problems. Whatever�

Dad talked about doing some renovations at the house. Sorry, not that interested. Just go along with whichever planned. Overheard something about going to PD next week while scrubbing the rugs.

Oh shit! I have plans that Saturday! Going to celebrate Anim�s birthday and maybe watching a play. Am in dilemma. To be frank, I�m not in the mood of going anywhere outta the state for a holiday. Rather stay in the house and watch stupid shows. Guess I�ll tag along with them and make another arrangement for Anim. Oh yeah, the resort has pool tables. It�s been quite a while since I last had my shots. Gonna be the lame ones I bet...